It all started when I was 12 years old, and my mama got a new boyfriend. When they were married I thought he was the perfect father figure. Then one night when my mama was at work he snuck into my room and we talked. Then he started to feel on my legs, and I told him I felt uncomfortable and he should stop. But he only did it more. Then I told him to leave because I had to go to bed for school in the morning. But he just pushed me down on the bed. He held my hands down and raped me. I felt like I was nothing.