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My baby hasn't been born yet. My 'sweetheart' told me she wants an abortion. It's the only way for 'her' future. I love this girl, and I thought we had both made a conscious decision that it was for both of us&that hardships are hardships, but we would sail it to shore together. |
My life has already been nothing but pain...from my father molesting my sisters, parents divorcing, forgiving my father for past dues only to have him try to frame me for assault with a deadly weapon and attempted rape. This tops it off.
The abortion decision has been made as of today. Anger dwells deep within me. The fact that this girl I love will be the girl I despise for the rest of my life is slowly growing. Even though I am so against it (my baby being aborted/not abortion in general), I am here to support her in "her" decision.
She made up her mind on her own behalf and mine. I love this girl, and therefore I will support. When it's done though, I don't know how I will look at her any more&thinking "we" did it out of love, just to be told it was a mistake. If you ever read this, Sara, I'm sorry. You're not only killing a baby inside you, you're killing me. I love you.
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