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I am 17 years old. I got pregnant four months ago, and I had an abortion because my mom wanted me to. I always told her no, no, no; but she kept putting things in my mind like…your boyfriend is going to leave you, you can’t take care of your baby, etc. I thought I was going to lose my baby because of the stress I was in. I told my boyfriend about it. He did not agree with it, but he finally agreed with me and I had my abortion. |
I regret it with all my heart. I feel like I killed my baby. All I could say after my abortion was I wanted to die. I kept holding my stomach asking God for forgiveness, and I kept screaming I’m sorry. But now it is too late to go back!
Now all I want to do is get pregnant again to heal the pain that I feel inside, the pain that does not go away. Also, now I don’t know if I could get pregnant again. All I do is ask God for a second chance. I promise I would do things right. When I see pregnant girls I start to cry. It is so hard to get over.
I wish I had someone to tell me it was going to be like this. It hurts especially when someone says that abortion is murder; but then, not knowing was my situation. For whoever is thinking about abortion, do not listen to anyone…just your own heart. I made the mistake of listening to my mom. Now I feel like I hate her.
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