As a result of my abortion I have hit rock bottom pretty hard. I wanted to keep the baby, but he was not into the idea and was not the kind of guy that I could see supporting me or the baby in the future. I felt like I had no choice; but if the clock wound back, I know that I would do things very differently.
To those girls currently considering their options, remember: you ALWAYS have a choice. There are people there to support you whatever way you go. You just have to put yourself first and do what you think is right for you.
If I could go back, I probably would not have put myself in the situation where I could get pregnant; but I definitely would have kept the baby. The after shocks of abortion are not nice, and I am still struggling to cope with what I have done. I do not believe that I will ever forgive myself for my actions but wish all those girls like myself the best of luck in their personal endeavors.
 -- Jess
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